Well, what can I say. The final day of the year is here and most are thinking about getting out of work early getting their glad rags on and partying the new year in with friends and family.
I myself have surfaced from my bed today after the last 3 spent feeling like crap. I have a pot of veggie soup brewing in the kitchen, switching between chat on fb and here ,and am thankful to be feeling greatly improved on Wednesday, when I was hobbling like a 90 year old woman with pneumonia (nothing like feeling sorry for yourself!).
So, jeez time; how does life pass by so quickly? I find myself watching young people and thinking " I was once their age, and one day they will be in my place saying the same thing, and I will be dead. Don't think I feel sorry for myself, I don't, It's just fact.
My head is all over the place today. I seem to be in the past present and future all in the same breath, not quite sure what I want to say if indeed I want to say anything at all..
So, where was I?
Veggie soup to my right, chicken for Pixie, Anthony David singing in my ear, candles on the coffee table and lights on the tree. I guess I'll be thinking about taking it down next week and putting everything back in boxes for another year.
Tip for your soups: keep your parmesan rinds and throw them into the pot with your soups, so good..
What do you want for your life?
I never make resolutions because I am such a " In the moment" person. I hate planning ahead because it depends how I feel at that moment but I did lay in bed this morning and decide that I really do intend to take control of MY life again. I seem to have been on a road to no-where for too long waiting for life to find me and find me it wont. Why do we fall into that stooopid mind set of " something wonderful will turn up" when we hide under a bush? Duh!!!
I also intend to be in a relationship 2011 with one guy, yes; just one guy. I seem to meet the guy who has a gf but " I love being with you, because I'm so relaxed with you" but still has his girl. Well you know what? I'm ready for a relationship now with someone who loves and adores me, no-one else.
Nice soup by the way.
You know how you get to the end of another year and you feel that you should have a profound moment? Well, alas, I don't. Hahahaha...
This isn't finished; don't think you've got rid of me so easily, I'll be back later to talk some more nonsence.. You know what? I have no idea what the time is and it pleases me. When I don't have work I don't care for time...
For those of you that have seen in 2011, Happy New Year, for those of you still waiting; have a good one.
